I knew it will all ended up like this.

FATED to walk alone,

But why do I still take the risk of breaking my own heart, lying to my own feelings,

When I knew it will end up like this ?

Because, after the day I've met you,

My life changed, stopped games, started back my blog,

maked new friends, changed my attitude & etc.

I wanted to share my feelings and thoughts with you,

But I just can't. I've told you before,

A replace will only hurt you even deeper and bring back those sad memories.

I don't want to be a replace. You're now and will always be someone important to me,

Just like the other H4F's.

Well, maybe you can say that I've already fell for you, which is true.

And I'm jealous of the person with you now.

A girl like you deserves someone better, I'm not saying about myself but its true.

And I think again, maybe it's better for me to quit since your life is already back to normal,

With or without me now is just the same.

The difference is just lacking another friend to cheer you up, make you smile,

Laugh with joy and always there for you when you needed me.

When I'm with you, I could just tell you anything that even my best friends or parents would wanted to know.

I felt very happy to be with you, even just for a second.

The ways you treated me, I just missed it alot.

That day, when you asked me,  How could I fall for you, so fast ?

I lie to you by saying that you're very nice to be loved or cared.

But the truth is, I've already fell for you and it won't change the fact

of wanting to be with you. It's just something that will never happen.

Well, I guess that I'll never be a part of you again, even how much I wanted to.

But if you need me, a pair of ears, a shoulder.

You can always call me or text me.

I will always be there waiting for you to cheer you up.

After you've read this, please I'm begging you please,

Don't be sad because of me, I'm already use to it of being

single and unwanted. You said someday, there will be a girl to love and care me like how I care and love you.

But, that day will never come.

A heart full of broken dreams.

I'm just always like this, never tell anyone how I felt, never wanted to share my thoughts,

and I just wanna say this to you

I Love You.