I'm just not me again even when I'm with or without her.

She changed me in a good way.

I still do have feelings for her.

Like how people say,

No one will ever forget their first love no matter what.

Well I felt weird about myself,

It's like i can't go back to my regular life back again.

I can't be like last time,

Always talk to girls much.

No more, that feeling changed since SHE banned me from doing it.

The feelings vanished without a trace.

Deep down in my heart,

I really love her more than anyone.

I just don't see my mistake.

Maybe that's the reason why she broke up with me.

I will not blame her for anything if she breaks up with me.

Everything is caused by me,

I won't blame her that she said her feelings faded for me.

It's my fault that I don't have enough time to text her or talk to her.

But I hope there's a better guy than me that can replace me in her heart,

And take care of her.

That's all I ask.

I really just don't feel like me anymore.

It's so weird going back to my old social life.

Facebook-ing everyday.

Chit chats with lots and lots of friends.

I just can't go back, 

Seriously I can't.

May God Blessed Her,

The Someone I'm referring to with happiness and a great guy with her.

Taking good care of her for me.

To be honest, 

I really don't wanna break up with you,

But since you made it so clear, 

I've got nothing to say no more but to respect your decisions.

I keep re-reading that one message,

Keep blaming myself for the things I said, 

Those hurtful things I did,

I know,

Sorries bring you no where,

Effort does right ?

Every time when I did something wrong, 

I just apologized,

Saying sorries again and again.

But after that I know I took it like nothing has ever happened.

I know you won't and will never will let go of the past easily.

Don't be sad no more when I'm not with you anymore alright,

Forget about me, 

The memories of you with me.

The presents I gave you.

Forget every single one of them.

Move on to the future.

Live your life happier without me by your side.

I know a good and nice girl like you deserve a better guy than me.

I'm sorry that I've hurt you so many times.

I know I can't repay my sins and acts.

I hoped that you'll forgive me if you ever read this.

Move on again I say.
Don't look back.
I'm sorry that Teddy Bear is not by your side no more.
Teddy Bear's master's feelings faded on him.
He can't do anything but to let his master break off with him.
It should not end like this as Teddy Bear promised to be by your side,
Forever and always loving you and caring for you.
But he can't keep his promise.
He said that he'll always love you no matter what happens.
And he also said that he'll never betray you.
That's the promise and words he ever said,mean and kept so that you know that he really loves you as his master.
Teddy says don't be sad,
Teddy is sad because he has to retire from your ownership due to his sins and acts.
Teddy is truthfully sorry.
Teddy Still Loves You And Wants You Back.
But Teddy Knows It Can't Happen Anymore.

This will be last time I'm saying this to you.

♥ I Love You. ♥