Single;Enjoy Life.

Happy Sweet 18th Birthday !

2011-04-28T01:47:00.000-07:00

Yes ! I'm officially 18 now !

I'm very happy that finally I'm considered as an adult now !

I've been waiting for this day for so long !

I've even celebrated my birthday in MOIS.

A club in UPR (Upper Penang Road).

Woooohooo ! Clubbing is awesome.

Although it's just the third time going,

But this is the first time I actually drink vodka and whisky.

I've celebrated with Viiko, Raymuelio, Kimberly, Emily, Elspeth, Arthur, Bryan, Hong, Miguela, Jia Chee, Roger, Amelia, Jozen, May Chee, Elaine, Elaine's boyf.

Well it's the best party I've ever had since standard 1.

I didn't received much presents but I'm happy that they wished me.

I'm really happy there such nice friends around me.

I'm really happy, very very happy.

I don't know what words to put to describe this feeling,

But it's just awesome. =)

I'm really happy that I celebrated together with her,

Right by my side.

I do have feelings for her,

But I'll let time to confirm it with me.

For the pictures,

There're all in my facebook.

Thank You All For Coming To My Party.

I Really Enjoyed Much.

Thank You All Again My Loved Ones. :)

Peace ♥.

Memories.

2011-04-25T20:52:00.000-07:00

Well, it has been a month and a half since I broke up with her.

I regretted a lot for not appreciating, loving and caring for you more.

I'm looking back those pictures we took together.

Sigh, it just brings back tons of memories and emotions.

After we broke up, we're now like strangers back again,

Back before we knew each other and couple up.

We never text, call or even talk anymore since then.

Does it mean that after breaking up we can't still be friends ?

I don't know about this seriously.

I'm just really emotional since 9th of March.

If I had the chance to love someone again,

Someone like you.

I won't make the same mistakes again.

The pain of losing you is taking away my life each and every single day.

College has started for 3 weeks.

Life here is so much better than secondary school life.

I don't want to say this but I think I've changed.

I'm doing all my assignments, homeworks and even cut down on gaming.

Back then, during secondary school life.

I'm totally the opposite.

Maybe it's because of the time.

Time changes someone's attitude and character.

And also the way someone thinks.

I think I've fell for someone in my class.

I did confessed, but at a wrong timing.

Because she just broke up with her boyf and she misses him alot.

Well yeah, you can guess what happened.

I've told her that about the I chase her stuff.

Forget about it for now.

Let us stay as best friends for now.

We'll talk about this in the future.

After I said that to her,

She stopped avoiding me and there's no more awkwardness between us.

If I ever had a chance to get together with her.

I'll make sure I won't make the same mistakes like I ever did,

And appreciate,care and love her much more.

Peace.

I'm Not Me Again Even Though I'm Not With Her Anymore.

2011-03-11T09:30:00.000-08:00

I'm just not me again even when I'm with or without her.

She changed me in a good way.

I still do have feelings for her.

Like how people say,

No one will ever forget their first love no matter what.

Well I felt weird about myself,

It's like i can't go back to my regular life back again.

I can't be like last time,

Always talk to girls much.

No more, that feeling changed since SHE banned me from doing it.

The feelings vanished without a trace.

Deep down in my heart,

I really love her more than anyone.

I just don't see my mistake.

Maybe that's the reason why she broke up with me.

I will not blame her for anything if she breaks up with me.

Everything is caused by me,

I won't blame her that she said her feelings faded for me.

It's my fault that I don't have enough time to text her or talk to her.

But I hope there's a better guy than me that can replace me in her heart,

And take care of her.

That's all I ask.

I really just don't feel like me anymore.

It's so weird going back to my old social life.

Facebook-ing everyday.

Chit chats with lots and lots of friends.

I just can't go back,

Seriously I can't.

May God Blessed Her,

The Someone I'm referring to with happiness and a great guy with her.

Taking good care of her for me.

To be honest,

I really don't wanna break up with you,

But since you made it so clear,

I've got nothing to say no more but to respect your decisions.

I keep re-reading that one message,

Keep blaming myself for the things I said,

Those hurtful things I did,

I know,

Sorries bring you no where,

Effort does right ?

Every time when I did something wrong,

I just apologized,

Saying sorries again and again.

But after that I know I took it like nothing has ever happened.

I know you won't and will never will let go of the past easily.

Don't be sad no more when I'm not with you anymore alright,

Forget about me,

The memories of you with me.

The presents I gave you.

Forget every single one of them.

Move on to the future.

Live your life happier without me by your side.

I know a good and nice girl like you deserve a better guy than me.

I'm sorry that I've hurt you so many times.

I know I can't repay my sins and acts.

I hoped that you'll forgive me if you ever read this.

Move on again I say.
Don't look back.
I'm sorry that Teddy Bear is not by your side no more.
Teddy Bear's master's feelings faded on him.
He can't do anything but to let his master break off with him.
It should not end like this as Teddy Bear promised to be by your side,
Forever and always loving you and caring for you.
But he can't keep his promise.
He said that he'll always love you no matter what happens.
And he also said that he'll never betray you.
That's the promise and words he ever said,mean and kept so that you know that he really loves you as his master.
Teddy says don't be sad,
Teddy is sad because he has to retire from your ownership due to his sins and acts.
Teddy is truthfully sorry.
Teddy Still Loves You And Wants You Back.
But Teddy Knows It Can't Happen Anymore.

This will be last time I'm saying this to you.

♥ I Love You. ♥

:).

Don't You Think Everyone Deserves A Second Chance ?

2011-01-10T07:53:00.000-08:00

I don't know how to say this but,

I really love you more than anything else.

I can do anything, ANYTHING just to make sure that you're happy.

I know I've hurt you badly that day, 2nd January 2011.

But I really regretted for what I've done.

I'm jut asking you to give me this second and last chance.

Is it too much to ask from you?

You went out with another guy,

You even asked me for permission to go out with him alone, 1 on 1.

At that time, my heart broke down immediately.

You even chased me off,

Who loved you more than anything in this world,

Someone who sacrifices everything including his image for you,

Just for someone you never met before.

And yet you watched movie with him, sitting together like couples.

My friends saw you,

They thought it was nothing.

To me,

I let you do this cause I'm looking it at a brighter side,

It's payback for what I've did to you.

You've already return it to me by 4-5 folds.

I broke down in Gurney 3 times on that day.

My tears rolled down my cheeks in public.

I just want to be back with you.

I've really regretted all the things I've done.

I want you back.

I REALLY WANT YOU BACK INTO MY LIFE.

I'm just hoping I can be back with you,

Given the second chance to love and care for you,

Given the chance to be officially your boyf.

I'll appreciated what you've given me.

I promise not to make you cry or sad no more.

Only tears of joy,

Not tears of sadness.

I love you.

I WANT YOU BACK IN MY LIFE.

2011-01-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

I'm really sorry for what I did to you,

I know I've hurt you badly, deeply.

I've regretted everything I did to you,

I really pray and beg and hope for your forgiveness.

I want to be with you again.

I really want you back.

I'm just not me without you.

I can't live one day without reading or see-ing your message.

I promise I won't hurt you anymore.

I really do hope you can give me the last chance to be with you again.

I should have appreciated you more.

I've should have spend more time with you.

I've should have not drink on New Year's Eve and then break your promise.
The times I had with you is something money can't buy.
It's very valuable to me.
Those times are the sweetest memories in my life with you in it.
You are the missing puzzle piece in my life.
I want to be back with you.
PLEASE...
You're everything to me.
Everything.
No one can replace you in my heart,
You're always on the top place in my heart.
I can't bare to lose you.
I might just end my life because of that as I really really love you.
I've regretted.
Hope'll you read this and give me a last chance for me to be with you again.
I Love You.

I REALLY WANT YOU BACK IN MY LIFE.

♥CYT♥

I Love You Very Much,

Please Give Me This One Last Chance To Love You, To Care For You, To Be With You.

SPM Finally Finished. A New Life Has Just Started

2010-12-17T09:28:00.000-08:00

OWH YEAH ! SPM IS FINALLY OVER !

WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!

I'M SO HAPPY THAT THIS IS THE FINAL YEAR EXAM ! IT'S OVER !!!

Well yeah, I'm very happy that it has finished,

But I miss schooldays, like seriously.

I don't know what to say but schooldays are the best days in one's life.

It's been already a week since SPM finished,

My life now is like lifeless.

Yes me and my friends and other school friends celebrated, for the first few days.

How long can we celebrate?

Everyone has to move on right?

Sigh, speaking about life,

My life sucks now.

I have a TRIALS RELATIONSHIP.

Heard that? TRIALS.

Which means, one of the party is in a relationship with you but did not really or fully accept you yet.

It's like testing your love for the other party?

What a joke.

A TRIALS IN A RELATIONSHIP.

SERIOUSLY, WHAT A DAMN JOKE.

Yeah, I'm in one now.

In a relationship, both sides has to trust each other.

I gave her my trust.

She never gave me hers. :)

What should I do ?

Break up with her ? Continue the relationship ?

I don't know which decision that I should make.

I can't break up with her yet because i still love her,

But all the things she did to me,

Everything, I can't possibly find a reason to not break up with her.

Still I can't and will not break up with her as I'm hoping each day,

Praying that she'll change her mind, the way she thinks, her childish acts.

Change her ways of looking at me.

Well I think it's hard to change someone's mind.

How about this,

I'll be the bad guy for once,

Try to make her hate me by not texting her, not talking to her.

Will that work ? I hope so.

So I won't be the one to open my mouth and hurt her.

I rather she broke up with me than me breaking up with her.

I just can't tell her how I feel.

I tried my very best and I did everything to make her happy.

Isn't that enough ?

I've never ask anything from her,

Just hoping that she'll accept me, as her boyfriend.

But I don't think that will happen.

Ive already started to lose my feelings towards her since that day.

That day that she told me that the relationship we're in now,

Is a trial.

I'm like so down, and that time, I've already started to give up on her.

No point of me putting so much effort already.

The finale is the same.

She won't ever accept me.

All I did was love her and care for her, make her happy.

Make each of her day a brighter day.

Is that wrong ?

I hope that you're reading this and try to change your point of view of me.

I really appreciate it.

I don't put much hope on your point of view over me.

Cause I know that you won't accept me.

I hope we can still be friends.

I Love You YeeTing ♥

Mr.Khor Hong Yin Left Methodist Boys' School Penang.

2010-11-16T06:18:00.000-08:00

How am I gonna put it?

Sad? Happy? Normal?

This feeling, it's just so hard to describe.

Yes, Mr. Khor Hong Yin, Methodist Boys' School's Principal.

He has retire after serving for the school for the past 7 years.

He's 58 this year.

We all gave our last respects to him as the school's principal.

Gave him presents, taking photos.

There's a quote in his speech saying that,

*Success never comes without hard work*

Well, today's the last day of school, nothing much happened.

There're lots of firecrackers burning and it go like BOOM ! BAM !! POW !!!

It's such a noisy day, haha.

Yea, this year will be the last year of my upper forms school life.

After form 5, no more happy go lucky school life.

Why am I laughing still?

My SPM exams is like in one week!

And yet I'm sitting in front of my computer.

Sigh. Who knows what might happen and who will we meet in the future?

So, enjoy your life now.

Don't hesitate for the future.

Well, Sir ! I Dedicate this song for you on my blog !

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind ?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and auld lang syne ?

For auld lang syne, my dear,
for auld lang syne,
well tak a cup o kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

And surely yell be your pint-stoup !
And surely Ill be mine !
And well tak a cup o kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

We twa hae run about the braes,
and poud the gowans fine ;
But weve wanderd mony a weary fit,
sin auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidld in the burn,
frae morning sun till dine ;
But seas between us braid hae roard
sin auld lang syne.

And theres a hand, my trusty fiere !
And gies a hand o thine !
And well tak a right gude-willie-waught,
for auld lang syne.

老友怎能忘記  心中不懷念？  老友怎能忘記  和那美好往昔。  為了往日友誼，  讓我們舉杯暢飲，  敬友誼地久天長。

我們曾走過山崗，
品過野菊芳香，
但如今各自奔波，
有過美好往昔。

我們曾盪漾小溪，
從日出到夕暮，
但如今各自一方，
往昔美好不再。

我信賴的朋友，
友誼始終常在，
讓我們舉杯，
為友誼長存乾杯。

And Finally The School Song !
Come and sing a rousing song,
Tap your feet as you go along,
Sing of MBS Penang, sing of MBS Penang,
Pykett came to blaze the trail,
There's no room for hearts that quail,
Learn then there can be no rest,
Till you given all your best.

MBS ! (MBS), MBS ! (MBS)
For you a name for us a fame,
Shining steadily and lustily,
To show us life's a game,
MBS ! (MBS), MBS ! ( MBS)
O Come what may we vow to play,
Life's a great game with courage and spirit gay.
MBS ! (MBS)

WE WILL MISS YOU MR.KHOR !

After Form 5.

2010-11-12T07:44:00.000-08:00

School days are coming to an end.

I'm seriously gonna miss it so much.

The days of joys and laughter with your classmates and friends,

It's what money can't buy.

Money can't buy back the time you wasted or the past.

I don't know if I'm saying this or what but,

I LOVE SCHOOL DAYS.

The best days in anyone's life is during their schooldays and childhood.

Nothing can turn back time nor buy back the happiness that was shed.

After school days, Form 5 to say,

It's the beginning of a new journey,

The beginning of us to rely on ourselves and not our parents,

And finally, it's the beginning of a new life.

No more teachers or disciplinary head,

prefects, monitors, class committee members.

No more demerits, no more breaking of school rules with friends.

No more argues with teachers and classmates.

Sigh, those days just reminds the YOU now how foolish, childish and happy you were.

No more sitting together in the canteen and eating together.

No more scoldings or nags form teachers and discipline teachers.

No more singing of school song, national anthem together early in the morning during assembly.

Everyone including your friends, enemies or rivals will move on to their own life.
Everyone will miss each other for sure no matter how close or distant you are.
Losing one of them is like losing a part of you.
They who appear in ONE's life are those who combine and created the YOU today.
No matter where you are, who you are, how old you are.

Enjoy life.

This post will never get old nor outdated as it reflects on us Form 5's.

Never the less, study hard,work smart.

SCHOOL, YOU ARE ONE OF THE BEST MEMORIES I HAVE IN MY LIFE,

BESIDES CHILDHOOD,

I'M VERY THANKFUL OF HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE,

I LOVE YOU !

Trials, Then Later, SPM.

2010-09-18T00:04:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I've updated this from the dead,

So I'm gonna post a short post,

It's still updated right?

Life's great now and things are pretty much as what I've expected,

No hopes in trials, SPM and even her.

Well I think that it's okay that that I've got no hopes for her but,

No hopes for trials and SPM kills me.

Hmm, but guys, something happened between me and T.

Well, if I'm not wrong about it, it's about T and C,

And T doesn't like the way I say things,

To me it's expressing my words but to him,

It's just merely craps that he'll ignore,

He deleted me from Facebook, blocked me in MSN,

I understand why he did that and I don't blame him,

It's my fault anyways,

I'm not trying to say this but,

If you treat someone as a best friend,

If you don't like his attitude,

Tell that person straight to the face and not doing stuffs like these,

Got mad at me because he can't be with the girl that he NEVER met before,
To me, I rather take the guilt if it makes you feel better if we ended up like this,

As strangers, I'm use to being blamed and stuffs,

Don't worry, I'll take the guilt if it makes you feel better T,

Remember this ?

Best Friends Forever, Money Together.

That random phrase that cheered you up that night.

Thanks T for treating me as a bestfriend for awhile,

I really appreciated it,

I'm sorry it had to be ended this way,

It's my fault and it's me to be blamed.

Sorry T.

Okay now, speaking of SPM and trials,

I'm totally dead,

Am preparing a coffin for myself. :D

Digging my own grave,

Well people out there,

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR TRIALS AND SPM !

LONG LIVE MALAYSIA ! ! ! (bullshit) :D

Some things that are meant to be yours,

It's yours ;

Some things which are never meant to be yours,

It will never be yours no matter how you force it to happen.

PEACE. :]

29th July In Komtar Walk.

2010-07-29T02:38:00.000-07:00

Lawl yeah people, I'm back to blogging, I guess. =D

Well nothing special happened recently.

I'm doing fine here, SPM exams are coming,

A lot of people are dying SOON !

Okays, was on the way home by bus from school today with Aswar, Train, and Andrew.

We had our lunch at Noodles Station, Komtar Walk. :D

Here are some of the pictures. :)

Komtar Walk.

Noodle Station.

Noodle Station selling RICE! LOL!

Screw this bowl of noodles, it taste like OMFG you don't wanna know :D

It's number 5 from the menu by the way.

The Order Slips.

The price. Not cheap though.

I Know You're Trying To Avoid Me,

It's Okay Because My Love For You Won't Change

♥'s Whey.

FIFA World Cup Ends With Spain As Champions.

2010-07-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

Yeah ! Spain won the FIFA World Cup 2010 !

WOOOOOOOO !

2014 FIFA World Cup is at Brazil.

I hope the scores and matches are not so terrible as 2010's.

It's been a long time since I blog because I've got no time. =/

Well sitll I still can't think of anything to blog though.

Tata peeps. :D

I'm just merely a toy to you.

But I won't regret for waiting for you.

Hello Peeps!

2010-05-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

Yeah, exams here and I have nothing much to blog about.

Kinda bored these days. =/

I accept for who you are and who you're gonna become,

I'm still waiting in silence.

I Don't Deserve This.

2010-04-06T00:20:00.000-07:00

I don't really deserve this, what is wrong with all of you?

Always blaming me for things I've never done?

Accusing me for things that I've never did?

I just want some peace! Fuck-ed.

Is that too much to ask from you?

I don't think so.

It's been years and nearly 2 decades since I was born into this FUCK-ED UP FAMILY.

What does your work pressure got to do with me?

I ain't no sandbag for you to let go of your frustrations.

If you're not in the mood, just say.

You have no FUCKING RIGHTS to let go of your FUCKED UP frustrations on me.

I have feelings too. I'm human and I do have a heart.

Why are you always trying to DROP MY FACE in public? And also in school?

You're tired, I understand.

But when I'm sick, you only know how to say don't eat this, don't eat that.

See, you're illness is not getting better even if you have taken meds.

Even if I did obey you, the meds don't help anyways.

I'm 16 going to 17 now.

I ain't your LIL FUCKED UP BOY ANYMORE.

I ain't a baby that NEEDS YOU to teach me what to do in everything.

I have my hands and legs, I can live on myself.

You don't have to use money to press me to do things.

WHAT'S THE BIG FUCK ABOUT MONEY?

SOME FUCKING NOTES WITH WORDS THAT WILL MAKE YOU SURVIVE?

SO YOU HAVE THE DAMN FUCKING RIGHT TO DO ALL THOSE CRAPS TO ME?

COME ON, FUCK YOU MUCH.

You've done enough to help me by DISGRACING ME EVERYWHERE.

I'm just merely a victim in the big family who always fight for money and leave out all their children.

Since young, I've got blamed for the things I've never done.

But I don't think that you and your fucked up parents should blamed me or accuse me

before you all even checked everywhere for the things you've lost.

After you all did, you fount out it was not my wrong.

Where's the 5 LETTER WORD WITH 1 MEANING? S.O.R.R.Y.?

Does it mean that you've done wrong and it's not right for you to say sorry to a child?

What does children mean to you all?

A lil soft toy with no feelings?

A child can remember all the things you guys have done.

He or she will try to think of why he or she is treated that way.

But if it's not the childs fault, why is not the adults to be blamed but the children?

Issit because that children have no energy to talk back and fight back?

So you all can just let go of your frustrations on him or her?

GET YOUR BRAINS RIGHT PLEASE.

Yes, maybe I don't understand you all either, the pain you all have wen through in life.

But do you all mind to at least PROCESS THE WORDS THAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY THROUGH YOUR BRAINS SO IT DOES NOT HURT ANYONE'S FEELINGS?

I don't wanna go to tuition because I'm really sick and it's also because I wan to know how much you love me as your son.

Well, it always give me a bad conclusion anyways.

MONEY is more important than your CHILD'S HEALTH AIGHT?

So next time, when you asked me to accompany you to the hospital, FUCKED IT.

GO YOUR SELF YOU HAVE LEGS RIGHT? YOU HAVE HANDS AND YOUR MOUTH TO TALK RIGHT?

SO WHY AM I SUPPOSE TO FOLLOW YOU EVERYWHERE?

I AIN'T YOUR DOG F.Y.I.

The pain I've gone through in this fucked up family.

It's just unimaginable.

What does love mean to you?

Giving me money and good food?

Is that love to you?

The love I want is not money nor food.

I just want a happy life and a nice family.

IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

Don't act in front of others thanks.

Don't act like you're very pityful till everyone has to be patient on you.

Please get your fucking nerves right.

People care for you and it does not mean that you have the right to make people under your command.

Family related fights HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.

Please don't involve me thanks.

Can't you all just try to Give And Take?

A lil kid can understand how to share, Why can't you mature adults understand?

Issit because that you all have a lot of pressure in work and stuffs?

Excuses, understand what I mean? Even how much pressure you have in your work, you still have to love your family and not letting go off your frustrations.

Ohana means family,

Family means together,

Which means,

Father And Mother I Love You.

It's not Fuck And Move, I "Love" You.

I'm really getting sick of my life and sometimes it makes me just want to end it.

I don't want to because I keep saying to my self,

One day they'll understand you for sure,

Just wait till that day comes.

But base on the situation till today.

I don't think that day will come. =]

I really do hope that the day will come and I'm finally free of pressure.

You always know how to say people but not yourself.

The people you say can do the job, why can't you?

They are parents, aren't you one too?
Trespassing my privacy?
Don't you think that's kinda rude for you to do that?
Such brainless people.

I'm just saying this and hope that you'll all understand how I feel.

If you all don't, then there's nothing else more that I can do.

Sorry, but I love you all.

If this post pissed you all off,

I'm sorry but you all don't really understand me at all. =]

Back To Blogging.

2010-03-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

Well, I was ~~NAGGED~~ by some of my friends to update my dead blog. :D

It's been a long time since I came back to this page.

Hmm, I met that someone, but the fact is, I don't think me and her will be together.

But I'll try my best to make that fact not true and be with her.

Nothing much to post though, just normal outings with my friends and normal study days.

Benn couughing for the past two weeks, third week coming soon.

Loves Her ♥ :]

My First Post In March !

2010-03-03T01:43:00.000-08:00

Well, exams in few days time and yet I'm still wondering around in wonderland. :D

I''m waiting for her ♥ 's ?

Die die die die die. Exams !!!!!

I'm dead, I haven finished revising !!! dead much*

♥ 's

People Do Change.

2010-02-19T08:06:00.000-08:00

Well, I totally agree that people do change,

The friends I usually mix with, they changed,

And those I don't wanna mix with, they also change.

I'm just glad everything is different, the way how people treated me.

My life now is just awesome without her. =]

Live your life to the max.

Just be your self.

*Loves*

Happy Chinese New Year And Valentine's Day.

2010-02-14T07:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year And Valentine's Day to all readers.

Well, CNY means Money. Haha !

Hmm, have you guys wonder, what's the worlds greatest job?

It's a job that requires you to only say out 2 sentence,

And you are paid with random amount of so-called "salary".

Yeah, thats right, CNY, you just have to say : Harlo, Gong Xi Fa Chai.

There you have it, salary paid. :D

Owh well, yesterday met up with crystal sis. At queens during 9pm.

Walked together with her and her dad and sister.

She screw the picture that kids use to play.

The one we take the sand and spread it all over the paper and the coloured sand sticks on it.

Had such a great time together, on the other side, she helped me to forget about her too. =]

How I Wished Things Would Be Different This Year, My Wishes Will Never Come True.

Have A Great Chinese New Year And Valentine's To All.

The Gaylife Starts.

2010-02-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

Woo, I'm going to be a gaylife-er !

Should I be happy or not ?

I don't know, Hahas !

Well today I went to crystal's house,

Met her mum and her cute chubby fat sister, Jasmine Tung.

She pinched my cute face ! Awww painfull x[[.

Then Claudia came over, we sat infront of the tv,

While Crystal and Jasmine was styling my hair with hair pins, sweat much.

And Claudia was like speechless, Lol !

Lol, I just seriously love my hair with the pins. XD

Well, Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year is one more week !

Red Packets everywhere ! wheeeeee !

No valentines for me D: Sigh, just like every year.

Claudia, Crystal, both of you are my valentines this year !

Help me forget about her !

(: Gay Life Is Simply The Best :)

Terence The No Ball Pig LOL. 2*

2010-02-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

Owh, you this pig, ball-est pig by the way.Terry Bear and Teddy Bear?

But Teddy Bear avoid you cause you've shocked my Teddy Bear !

My Dear ! Loving ! Innocent ! Blur !

Crystal Tung Lu Yie !

Teddy Bear has phobia againts Terry Bear because ~~Terry Bear STOLE~~ my dear sister's picture, and kept it for his self, maniac ! stalker ! NO BALL PIG !

Terence you'll seriously pay for what you've done,

You wait and see when you come back from Hong Kong,

A big 'present' will be given to you :]

I miss those days very much, but I'm erasing those memories. :]

This is the best for both sides. :]

Terence The No Ball Pig LOL.

2010-02-01T03:27:00.000-08:00

Yesh Yesh Yesh !

~~TERENCE~~ THE NO BALL PIG XD.

He went and took my dear sister's photo and put it as his phones wallpaper.

Then later he apologise to me and my sis.

And he said he's buying a white teddy bear for my dear crystal sista <3.

Weeeeeeeee. Lol.

Well I'm no one to you now,

No more hearts at our blog, no more always show friends at your facebook.

Yeah, I guess its back to normal days right? :D

So live you life to the max without me ! x]

Gay Life Rocks :D

Long Long Long Long Super Long Post !

2010-01-31T08:03:00.000-08:00

Well, it's been awhile since I blogged,

I've already get over with my friends death.

I'm okay now.

Everyone is okay too right?

Okays, last friday went to McDonalds with my friend, Leon Leow.

That's my assistant monitor by the way.

He's so hardworking. Lol much.

And McDonald's gave free red packets with Nothing inside. D:

Okay, that's for Friday.

For Saturday, nothing much so won't be blogging it out.

For today, ~~Terence~~ the member of Happy 4 Friends shocked my dear sister,

Crystal saying he put her picture in his phone and made it as the phone's wallpaper.

My dear Crystal complained to me and I've smack-ed the hell outta Terence. Love it when I do that to him :D.

Well, it's not only that your heart ache's for asking me not to talk or text you.

Mine ache-ed even more.

I'll still be waiting for you if I have the right to.

I hope you're alright.

And I was wrong about the post I've said that you deserved someone better.

You already got the best of everything,

And you shouldn't ask for more.

I knew I was wrong for what I've said and done, Sorry.

Say No To Gay Life.

For Yi Zhang, Brendon And Jason. Love You Guys.

2010-01-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

Well, its been 8 years seen we've known each other.

Jason, Yi Zhang, memories we had together,

Will always be remembered deeply inside of me.

I still remember something Jason, when we were standard 1,

We always get punish by Ms.Sing, because we talk alot,

Never pay attention in class, and never do our homework.

Hahas, I love those memories we had together.

Yi Zhang, although I can't recall some memory about you,

But someday I know I'll recall it back my dear friend.

You Guys Are Such Good Friends, Especially Jason.

Brendon, this is your MSN private message.
"We're the bombermens! haaaaaa*"
I just hope that you'll reply me with haaaaaa like the first time when you added me in MSN.
I remember we get to know each other on Hilson Thay's farewell party.
I was asking you guys that who is this "brendon_phantom@hotmail.com"
And Hilson said it was you. You asked me : "Who Are You?"
I told you I was zaclim2100@hotmail.com
You said "Owh, How did you add me?"
I told you : "If I'm not mistaken, you added me from Friendster"
Well, since then we officially became friends.
I only met you once, and it was the first and last time.

Well, Its Hard For Me To Say It, But Its Time For Me To Say Goodbye.

So Long Guys, Jason, Yi Zhang, Brendon, You Guys Will Forever And Always Be Remembered.

JASON, YI ZHANG, BRENDON, ROAR!! ROAR !! ROAR !!!

You Will Live On Forever !

A Song Composed To The Dragon Boat Tradegy Victims.

2010-01-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

-Just Hold On- by Terence Wong, Zac Lim, Nicole Cheah

The Days We’ve Been Together
Memories we Have Shared As Friends
The Ones Who Are Caring For You Always With You
They Will Show You The Way Of Light
The Seasons Are Passing by Autumn And
Winters Coming After It
We Will Be Guiding You Through This
Will Show You The Way Of Light
Oooo Baby Just Hold On To Us And Think Of Us
The Love Will Lead... You The Way
Oooo Baby Just Hold On To Us And Think Of Us
The Love Will Guide You Through This …
The Sacrifice Thats Made For All
The Sad Things That We Have Gone Through Together
The Thoughts Of Us Will Stay The Same
And The One We Need Is You
The Blue Moon Is Rising
The Stars Is Shining
The Tears From Mothernature
The Memories Is Fading But Noooo ...
Oooo Baby Just Hold On To Us And Think Of Us
The Love Will Lead You The Way
Oooo Baby Just Hold On To Us And Think Of Us
The Love Will Guide You Through This …

Credits : Terence Wong, for composing this song. Me, to name the song. Nicole, singing the song and thinking of the chords. And those whom help spread this post.

You Guys, Will Always Be Remembered In Our Heart, The Light Will Guide You Through And You'll Be Better On The Other Side. We Know You Guys Will.

Rest In Peace Guys. Forever Remembered In Our Hearts. Pass This On Please.

May God Bless All Those Who Left Us.

2010-01-18T05:57:00.000-08:00

I'm just so down, pissed and sad for my friends.

Just back from Jason's prayers.

People, families and friends are shreding their tears.

This tragedy should not happen.

Going to Jason's funeral tomorrow, sending him the last trip.

It's a respect I must show as a friend.

8 years schoolmates.

Gone. Sigh.

Love you guys.

Rest In Peace.

Tragedy.

2010-01-17T05:51:00.000-08:00

Chung Ling High School, Penang.

Tragedy strikes on 17 students and 1 adviser of the dragon boat team.

The teacher, was found dead this morning 11am.

Jason Ch'ng was also found dead. Body found under a boat

during 2.30pm.

Four more students missing.

Hopes are getting lesser because the students aren't wearing a float

during the dragon boat practice.

May we pray to God that those four missing,

are alive and will be back home to their loved ones safely.

If you're reading this, please copy and sent it to all of your friends in Penang so that they

can too lend a hand in finding them or report to the police if you've found them.

Please, if you have a heart, copy and sent it to all your friends.

It its not hard to copy and sent it. So Please, and thank you.

May The One Who Has Left Us Due To The Tragedy.

Rest In Peace you shall.

Another friday to pass.

2010-01-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

Lol same old fridays, today went to McDonalds too.

Met Ai Ling, Patt Pat, then nicole lin john, and yun fang.

Went there with my dad, he paid for 3 set of my McValue Meals.

Cool free lunch lol!

Well did my revision and homework there.

The noice there, its just *wonderful*

Which was so darn noisy.

Off to watching movie.

Hayate The COmbat Butler Season 1 & 2 :D

I Seriously Hate My School Timetable

2010-01-11T01:03:00.000-08:00

Schhol's timetable ~~SUCKS TO THE MAX~~ !

Monday and Wednesday, 2.20PM finish school? ~~fuck much.~~

Well what to do, science stream student. Gosh.

This year will be the last year of schooling. I guess.

SPM ! It's NEAR !

Owh, I drew this during B.Malaysia lesson. :D

Happy 4 Friends, featuring Evelyn, special guest star. xD

With Indah Taik as a call sign. xP

!STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Guitar? Yeah !

2010-01-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

Yeah, bought a guitar yesterday.

Learning guitar, weeeeeeeee ! :D

Happy, Mad, Over-reacting? Idk D:

Well, I don't want SOMEONE to give me a HUGE HAND STAMP

On my face D:

CHEER UP, CHILLAX, DON'T SLAP ME :D

Happy Fly Day !

2010-01-08T06:28:00.000-08:00

Yupp! Today went McD.

Suppose to go ALONE.

But then my mum said she was hungry, so she joined together with me to have lunch.

Met Sara, Tiff, Jun Whey, Vivien, Ai Ling, Pat Patt, Jolyn Teoh.

Well, took pictures of course. :D

VAIN !

The tart blogger having his coke :X

My burger and fries :D

My mum's one-bite-gone prosperity burger. hahs !

Then, I drew some stuffs when I'm seriously bored in school. :D

H4F Forever. =]

Pic 1.

Pic 2.

This only for people whom i treasure alot. :D

Tagged all of them already. =]

Well, Tata's.Wee nice

day today. ;D

She's finally fine with me now. =]

I'm just so happy.

Songs That Made All Four Of Us Together.

2010-01-07T07:49:00.000-08:00

Just a short post about song titles,

It's nice and meaningfull.

Hope you readers like it. =D

Hey Monday - Candles

James Baum - Soldier

Patrick Nuo - 5 Days

Mika - I See You
Mayday Parade - I'd Hate To Be You When People Finds Out What This Song Is About

*favourites*

Go listen to it :D It's all very nice songs. =]

Sick And Just Another Ugly Drawing.

2010-01-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

Ugh, today I'm sick and can't go to school.

My mum took me to the clinic and back home to rest.

Snored like pig *proves that my lungs are great hahas !*

Woke up At 3 in the afternoon.

Nothing to do then I drew something out.

Its ugly, I know that.

Urgh, flu, cough and fever is killing me.

Needa rest well and get up for tomorrow,

meeting sara, tiff piff and gang at McD tomorrow.

I think i might be going, maybe not. =/

No transport go home

Well, got to go to sleep, see ya. =]

Form 5 ady, PRESSURE PRESSURE !

Miracles, They Do Happen.

2010-01-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

Well what I'm saying in my post title is,

after 1 week, which is 7 days, which is 168 hours,

which is 10080 minutes, which is also 604800 seconds.

she finally replied my text messages :]

And I'm just so happy, it's like a pot of gold dropped down from sky. :D

*Cheers*

Well the Happy 4 Friends will live on forever with our song. :D

Mayday Parade - I'd Hate To Be You When People Finds Out What This Song Is About

*lyrics*

And we'd both go, down together
We'd stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, and never let go

Well I'm thinking of the worst things, that I could say to you
But a promise doesn't mean a thing, anymore
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying desperately
But I'm, tongue-tied and terrified of what I'll say

And then we'd both go, down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, you never let go
But I let go

I could only sing you sad songs
And you could sing along
And you could see the melody, that's been calling at your walls
This never will be right with me
And now you're trying desperately
But I'm, tongue-tied and terrified of what I'll say

But I never told you everything
I'm losing hope and faded dreams
And every single memory, along the way

And then we both go, down together
We may stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, you never let go
But I let go

And we both go, down together
And stay there forever
Just try to get up

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, you never let go
But I let go...

H4F For LIFE ! :D

Someone With A Heart Of Broken Dreams.

2010-01-06T00:10:00.000-08:00

It's just my ugly drawing today at school.

Nothing much.

Well, the picture of the drawing and the post title explains it all. =/

Before adding some raindrops.

After adding some raindrops. =/

Please don't comment my drawings,

I know its ugly.

It's just another way to express myself?

Besides typing words that might drop everyone's tears.

5 Days Of Tears, Patrick Nuo - 5 Days

2010-01-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

it was love at first sight
on the second of july
met her on the third floor
four times in one night
it was a little bit of magic
and the time stood still
she took me to another side
she got the key to my will

tell me how could such a good thing only last....

1-2-3-4-
five days
once in a lifetime
five nights
too good to be true
the universe is passin' by
but i can't forget our
1-2-3-4-

five days sunshine one way trip
where she touched my soul
when i touched her lips
she said: "boy take me to wherever you go
destination anywhere"
but destiny said no

tell me how could such a good thing only last...

1-2-3-4-
five days
once in a lifetime
five nights
too good to be true
the universe is passin' by
but i can't forget our
1-2-3-4-
five days
once in a lifetime
five nights
too good to be true
the universe is passin' by
but i can't forget our
1-2-3-4-

5 days can you hear me
5 nights where you are
5 days can you feel me
5 days you are still my love

it was so great when we were together, baby
so great when we were together
it was so great, when our days were endless, baby
so great when we were together

tell me how could our forever only last....

1-2-3-4-
five days
once in a lifetime
five nights
too good to be true
the universe is passin' by
but i can't forget our
1-2-3-4-
five days
once in a lifetime
five nights
too good to be true
the universe is passin' by
but i can't forget our
1-2-3-4-

5 days can you hear me
5 nights where you are
5 days can you feel me
5 days you are still my love

it was so great when we were together, baby
(my love) so great when we were together
it was so great, when our days were endless, baby (endless baby)
so great when we were together.

5 days and tears are still rolling down my cheeks without stopping.

I'll try to let you go but at least can we be friends back?

It's just a little favour I'm asking, I hope you'll grant me that favour.

Thank you very much for everything.

Memories will be treasured.

First Day Of School.

2010-01-03T23:06:00.000-08:00

Nah nothing much, just as usual like normal school-ing days.

Anyways my class is growing again. =/

From 40 to 42? Awesome :D

Yay ! Teacher can't control the class.

Crap the whole morning and doing stuff's.

To be specific. It's actually nothing but talking about how we spent our holidays.

And again, I kept my feelings away from my friends.

Had the heart ache since few days ago.

I can't tell anyone how I'm feeling right now.

They can't help me anyways.

Well, I hope this year will be a great year for me.

I'll just work hard and leave out all the rest if I could.

Losing you is a very huge impact to me.

Having you back might just end up I'll make you sad again.

But the truth is, you're the someone that I've always wanted to be with.

A Step I've Should'nt Have Taken.

2010-01-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

I'm just dumb and stupid to let her know that I liked her.

Well, it's best that somethings are not meant to be told.

I'm very very sorry for being such a ~~FAGGOT~~.

I hope you'll forgive me for what I've done.

Even if you don't, I understand much.

Happiness will always be blessed upon you and you're loved one's.

Mr. BLA's life is back to normal again. As usual.

A Journey That Was Meant To Walk Alone.

2010-01-02T22:19:00.000-08:00

I knew it will all ended up like this.

~~FATED~~ to walk alone,

But why do I still take the risk of breaking my own heart, lying to my own feelings,

When I knew it will end up like this ?

Because, after the day I've met you,

My life changed, stopped games, started back my blog,

maked new friends, changed my attitude & etc.

I wanted to share my feelings and thoughts with you,

But I just can't. I've told you before,

A replace will only hurt you even deeper and bring back those sad memories.

I don't want to be a replace. You're now and will always be someone important to me,

Just like the other H4F's.

Well, maybe you can say that I've already fell for you, which is true.

And I'm jealous of the person with you now.

A girl like you deserves someone better, I'm not saying about myself but its true.

And I think again, maybe it's better for me to quit since your life is already back to normal,

With or without me now is just the same.

The difference is just lacking another friend to cheer you up, make you smile,

Laugh with joy and always there for you when you needed me.

When I'm with you, I could just tell you anything that even my best friends or parents would wanted to know.

I felt very happy to be with you, even just for a second.

The ways you treated me, I just missed it alot.

That day, when you asked me, How could I fall for you, so fast ?

I lie to you by saying that you're very nice to be loved or cared.

But the truth is, I've already fell for you and it won't change the fact

of wanting to be with you. It's just something that will never happen.

Well, I guess that I'll never be a part of you again, even how much I wanted to.

But if you need me, a pair of ears, a shoulder.

You can always call me or text me.

I will always be there waiting for you to cheer you up.

After you've read this, please I'm begging you please,

Don't be sad because of me, I'm already use to it of being

single and unwanted. You said someday, there will be a girl to love and care me like how I care and love you.

But, that day will never come.

A heart full of broken dreams.

I'm just always like this, never tell anyone how I felt, never wanted to share my thoughts,

and I just wanna say this to you

I Love You.

Before & After.

2010-01-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

Kay, had my hair cut today.

Don't want to but have to. =/

My hair now is so FUGLY !.*Grr*

Before I cut, it was like this.

Side view.

Front view.

And after I've had my hair cut, it came out like this.

Front view.

Side view.

Sighs. Just hope that thinks get back to normal,

Evrything's gonna be alright :D

Tee heeeee's :D

I still love it this way x]

Steam face hahas !

School starts in 2 days !

Packed up my stuffs already.

Waiting for school to reopen. =/

Everything means nothing to me now since i met you,

Being with you means something to me.

Deep down in my heart, your place belongs in the top 3 =]

Hearts. ♥

School Reopening Soon.

2010-01-01T20:10:00.000-08:00

Well, as you all know, school's reopening soon. =/

At January 4th, sc hools are back in action.

This year might be the last year of schooling to form 5 students maybe,

But it's gonna be fun =]

Sighs. Need to pack up my bags and stuffs,

Cut my hair, dye back to black colour.

And I hope that this year will be the best year of school.

I also wished that may the knowledge be with you till the end of the year.

Countdown of schooling days will be done by taking pictures.

I'm sorry if I've hurt you,

But stroking your hair and lying on your lap,

It's just getting us even closer,

I just wanna say that I'm sorry and hoped you'll do well in your studies.

♥ I.L.Y. ♥

New Year's Eve Celebration.

2010-01-01T04:55:00.001-08:00

Well, eventhough last year's New Year's Eve I didn't celebrate it alone,
But its quite quiet but fun x]

Although it might be quite a sad night for someone,
But it will be gone soon.
Reach-ed Nicole's house at around 5pm i think
after her mum pick me up from Queens :D
Vivien PPK-ed, Terence PPK-ed, Jonathan PPK-ed
Love You Guys So Much =.=
She ordered Domino's,
Evelyn reach her house at around 8+.
Can't finish the pizza so everyone pass it to me and I' had to finish it.*grr gonna be more and more fat*
We took some picha's before and after New Year :D
Say Hi to 2010 And Goodbyes to 2009,
Memories Will Be Remembered But Not Unnecessary Ones :]

Evelyn Machiam Hantu =X

Steam yet blur faces ;D

After New Year celebration, all went to have a bath

My eyes are closing already ~.~

Eyes getting smaller and smaller =/

Nicole took this pic with my phone when I was sleeping.

When I just woke up and she said fast fast take the steam face pictures ~.~

31st Of December And 1st Of January Is The Day,

That I Hope We'll Remember Forever.Stay Strong, I'm Always There For You.

I Love You, Hearts <3

New Year's Eve Post Will Be Late.

2009-12-29T21:10:00.000-08:00

Owhkay, I think I will not be celebrating New Year's Eve alone again =/

She pulled me in every way and wanted me to be there.

I guess something's different for this year.

A new start. Heeeeeeeeees :D

*Aiks* Gtg for now, so long readers =]

New Year's Eve post will be late.

I hope that there's loads of joyful things await me :D

No Mood.

2009-12-29T08:48:00.001-08:00

I do hope that things will be the same.

Getting together is something that I was fated to be not.

To reduce everyone's pain and stress,jealousy and sadness,

I think ill celebrate my New Year's Eve alone again, just like every year.

What I want is to be different this year since I've met alot of new friends and people,

but ~~FATE~~ do not seem to be allowing that to happen to us.

So I think lets be normal friends back if we can.

I Love You.

Outings

2009-12-29T05:37:00.000-08:00

Yeah ! Sorry cause yesterday i just got my new phone and battery went dry

so i can't post anything up =/

K, let's start posting :D

Went to gurney yesterday with the happy 4 friends ;D,

Watched Avatar the blueeeee guy !

the movie taught me something nice =]

Sqxwatch Bag :D It's Na'Vi language =D

The Me and Jon when we're at gurney drive hawker centre.

was playing with my phone :D

The Wt-heck is this Terence, and he looks so GAY!

Finished eating and headed back to gurney.

took some photos =]

Jon with his play-mate :D

Awwww. They're so cute together LOL.

Went home at 7.45pm

I've Got Phobia Of Relationships =[

And I Felt That I Might Screw Up Someone's Love Life =/

Bored bored BORED !!!

2009-12-27T00:47:00.001-08:00

SO bored -.-

Can't and don't know what to do right now.

Arghh!!

On the bright side, tomorrow outing with terence, nicole and shaun!!

HEEEEEEEEE :D

K, back to work(listening to songs)

Ho Ho Ho Merry Sucky X-Mas =]

2009-12-25T22:10:00.000-08:00

Yeah I'm back to blogging cause I'm yet influenced by friends again.

This year's Christmas Celebrating at Gurney is WICKED as in no fire crackers and sprays like every year. =/

Anyways here is a poem that my friend send me via SMS.

Bite The Neck Gently Chew The Breast Softly,

Spread The Legs Slowly & Suck The Juice Excitingly.

That's The Way How You Should Enjoy Your Christmas Turkey.

Ho Ho Ho!!! Merry X-Mas. XOXO Peace

^~^.

LOL !

Peace To All Readers =]

♥ Happy 4 Friends ♥ ,

Learning How To Play A Guitar To Play Our Group Song :D

Merry X-Mas To Terence Wong, Nicole Cheah, Jonathan Wan And Others.

♥~(Sorry No Place Ady)~♥

Holidays Just Started

2009-08-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

Holidays ~~Just Started~~

Free from exams, pressure, unwanted NAGS from school,

and finally HOMEWORKS.

~~OVER-slept~~ today.

Which is ~~3.30pm~~ is the time i woke up, late isn't it?

NAH, who cares? Its holidays and there is no school for the WHOLEEEEE WEEEEK!!

Nothin much to talk about today =/

Just like everyday, went tuition, go out with family, went home, bathed, start online ;D

Rainy days now =.=

HATE IT.

IT caused my feets to be WET and waters flowing out from the New Lane drain.WTH?!

GOSH, my feet was soaked with DRAIN WATER. Aww GOD = =

That's for today.Bye for now. Need to wash my feet with bottles of SHAMPOO or DETERGENT.

BLOGGIEEE Just Started ;D

2009-08-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

BLOG-ING;
STARTS TODAY;230809
C'mon PPL Linked Me~

Reasons Starting a blog?

Influened by friends
Kinda Bored Of Friendster

Don't Know How To use FB (Facebook)

Wanna Get In Touched With Friends? =/

i need HELP in these blogging stuffs D;
Gimme some comments yeah :D